Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Forevermore

The memories that we had
For the times you made me feel love
The touches and care you gave
Will just be a part of our memories.

You made my heart beat for the first time
And showed how someone really cares
You let me realize the beauty of life
And the feeling of belonging.

But instead of giving back your love
I let you out of my arms
And when you find someone else
I can't help but cry for nights.

Our ways had separated
You've finally found love to someone else
But on the other hand , I found myself
Wanting you and Missing your sweet embrace.

Life and love is truly like that
Hurting will always be present
And I thank you my Mr. First Love
For without you my life is not fantastic

Thank you because you love me
Thank you because you hurt me
Yet my love is a despair
And your love is not for forever

Till I say the Last I love You

As I sit and think of you,
I realized that I had feelings for you.
I recall the sweet moments we had,
And the calming touch and face you have.

I look into your eyes
And there I see a different spark
I touch your mild and soft hands
And see that it fits mine.

We danced and gave a smile
And the moments we had truly jive
We laughed and had our story told
All the problems are solved.

Now I don't know what I feel
I want to see you
And I want to touch you
All I want to do is think of you.

I see you in my dreams
I see you in my realities
But I'm not sure of how you feel
Cause I don't know you that certain.

To love me or not
That is the big question of mine
Yet this feeling towards you
Will last till I say the Last I love you.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Never been Lucky in love

I had never been lucky in love.... Love has been a blacklist in my life. Why?
I couldn't really tell if I have been in love but the one I dreamed for are
all unreachable. Maybe time won't permit me to love until I finally know my
self better.

Unfortunately... I have crushes but no one seems to know that I exist.
Many times I feel that life is unfair for letting me feel the hurting....
But I have no choice.... This is I..... the shy.... the girl who will always be
invisible in the eyes of the one I like....

Until now I've been waiting for my prince charming to come.... I hope it would
be my dream boy but this is still uncertain....

I know love will always be around... one cannot avoid pain if she feels love....
I know someday he would come and give me happiness for the rest of my life...

Sunday, September 13, 2009

The first time I saw you
has been remarkable like you
The way you act, the way you play
Hoping and dreaming it will forever stay.....
(This is one of the lines I wrote in my diary...)

I've been a addict fan of Chris Tiu for more than a year now,
The first time I saw him, I don't even know him
But when a booming 3 point shot was made by him I cant help
myself but know the guy in Jersey no. 17.....

I know he's very unreachable and infact he doesnt really know something about me
but I will always be here....someone who would love to see him play, host and I wish
that soon he would act.....

Dito ko lang sa blog ko maipapahayag ang true feelins ko for you....
I want to meet you but i dont know kung anong gagawin ko when that day comes
Siguro magiging kuntento nalang ako while watching you in one of your shows....
You're really my dream guy.... Sana nga kung hindi ka man for me I wish I would
find someone like you.... smart, gentleman and GWAPO.......
You will always stay as My Mr. Dreamboy....................

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

How Good is Good?

All of us were not perfect. I consider myself not perfect... and being not perfect matters.
Being right certainly does not mean you've not committed a mistake while in the process of working to be right. Many people failed but successfully turn the gaze of dark clouds into a brighter sunshine.
If you're right, you tend to be boring, and is considered to be close minded. If you're right always, your mind is set and you think that all things are not fallible but in fact this is wrong. Of course, being wrong is a risk but who cares? Being wrong does not mean you wouldn't be better,... like what is said in one of the blogs I read, " It's okay to make a mistake, but what is not okay to make a mistake and not learn from it".
I certainly believe that no one can consider himself perfect without undergoing failure because it is when we fail that we strive to be better and that's how good is good! You're not certainly perfect but good enough. It is not perfect but learning from our mistakes. To end this discussion, I'll say, " It's right to be wrong".